Renunciation

I am poor in language. I usually stick to less than 500 words all languages together. I am more concerned about what I wish to communicate to me. I have divided existence. Me the creator of all. Me the resident of the world.

Recently I have renounced my affinity to my creator. I am determined to do without his help. Along with the help system he has created.

I have taken too much of the world. Now I wish to do without world. The one and only way do without it, is abandoned the use of languages and words and my repertoire of knowledge. Knowledge may be there and partially eroded or forgotten. If so I don't need to remember. If not so I don't use knowledge.

We already have a well documented session of Questions and Answers on renunciation ~ Gita. Well read and well quoted. But never practiced. The list is infinite variety of attachments. Luxury Talks Writings Readings Food Drinks Comforts Habits Activities Health Wealth Meditation Sex Style Fashion Philosophy Honor Future Past ...

Renouncing knowledge, one renunciates all at once. One has to make that habit. Practicing days months and years.

The end goal the end of journey is me-before-me. I am absent.

All this words and sentences tells me not to indulge in words reading or writing but do without knowledge that I am always using to predict and be excited about the same. No harm. However I have do without knowledge and live in Now. Now is Paradise permanent.

Now is the one and only reality and not imagined and not transient.
Renounciating senses and knowledge - I sleep.
Renounciating senses - I dream.
Renounciating knowledge - I am in paradise. I am free.
Otherwise - I am resident of planet earth and bound.
For the sake of my independence I have to give up knowledge.
I habitually must wear dress of innocence always. Innocence is me.
When among earthlings knowledge is not my pride, innocence is what I speak.

Paradise is enough reward for me. I have no use for knowledge or tools for knowledge.
Is knowledge not my world? Can I expect?

I deny myself memory inference example analogy deduction example assumptions inductions voice words meaning language observations. I cannot do more than this.

All my knowledge is false. I know this. I clutch knowledge when there is no hope. There is no hope. I myself when is absent. My knowledge practically of no use except I am in the business of Teaching Renunciation. I myself must practice always ~ I know that I don't know. I must wear the cloak of innocence always in private or public. I don't even know if there is anyone or anything ever! What can I expect? Can I worry? I am in paradise 24/7/365 and in every moment. Paradise is true no matter what.

I am extremely choosy about my assumptions as long as they do not make me earthling; I love my assumption.

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