Relaxation

The yoga that is known all over the world often nothing but some simple postures to be kept for 30 seconds to one minute. People claim all kinds good results from them. I do not know. I have tried some of them sometimes. Fascination drops off soon from my mind. I am not disciplined. I have no fixed time to go to bed or wake up. 

However writing is part and parcel of my daily life. I often spend several hours in a day looking at me and documenting the same. I go for cycling once a day when weather is good. While I am on the wheels, I play with many ideas. I get plenty of relaxation from my writings. 

I get superlative experience of living in paradise without any compulsion. I am able to pay my bills and taxes even though I am partially employed. While none in my house spend any money towards my expenses, they are not al all less demanding. My wife could at least bear huge expense towards her medical insurance medicines tests and doctors. She does not. Despite my continuous protests against her home childcare business, asking her to do it outside home, She continues to do the same with lot of problems that would not have been there. I am dead against business at-home. 100% it destroys home. My expense for space utility bills every other material is not paid by her including expense for accountant for tax preparation. I pay $15000 Plus. She keeps entire money she receives from this in her personal account. 

Further i have to put up with half the house under her possession. I like to eat fresh food and like to cook my food but I am given stale old food. Often some boiled vegetable done several days ago and half cooked.

Writing this problem solves my problem. I learn to do NOTHING. There is some agency not terrestrial is sufficient for my purity and innocent living. Paradise is responsible for my protection in the planet earth. It is miracle. Every moment of life is miracle. I am never threatened to abandon my innocence. I am 100% gambler who is never lynched. Such is my protection from all dangers from the real world. While my innocence is sufficient to ward off all evil, my knowledge is not. I am 100% protected from all smartness in my world. No smartness ever capable of annihilating innocence in Paradise. Do I have choice?

Socrates was asked about benefit from marriage. He answered, marriage is beneficial only. His wife was extremely bad tempered. His half face was burnt by her by pouring boiling milk. She poured once filth from drain on his head. According to him he learned to be philosophical because of her. He also knew that he knew nothing! While good understanding and caring wife can be heavenly bliss.

I do not regret my marriage. Without marriage i would not have known that I do not know. My wife is all knowing. in her words she is learned, trained and further baptized. शिक्षिता  दीक्षिता गठिता। My problems all get solved all by themselves. My writings helps me shooting down all my problems. I do not have to ask and I need not even speak or reply. I am able to bear all. I am confident my paradise will never be lost!!!

Frankly writing has made me disease free ageless and immortal. I do not have to expect death hunger prison shame ... Whatever otherwise Human being is afraid off. I do not exercise of any kind except fancifully. I forget all bad happenings and they do not change my behavior in anyway. I never learn. No event is my knowledge.

I am relaxed as no other human can be. Just willing any time I remove all around me and be alone without moving even a single muscle. I live truly being innocent me - that is without knowledge. This defence tool is more powerful than million Megaton nuclear. arsenal. While many American is richer than many countries, I am more powerful than all countries.

I am able to create empty space at my will any time anywhere. I truly know all is my imagination and they do not exist. This gets rid off me of all feelings. I cannot be disturbed. My love is resident in me permanently. I do not have to expect love. I am living in love.

I learnt many Gems from writing and reading my mind.

1. there is no better communication or expression than silence
2. there is no better action than inaction
3. now is Complete, necessary, sufficient and all; it is the founding law of paradise. Nothing to expect. There is no time. It is always now. All is me.
4. Paradise is absolute ever present unchangeable protector and store of innocence
5. Paradise eliminate cause. There is no cause or laws for anything happening.
6. Innocence is indestructible and incorruptible.