People

I renounce all the people and their memory - not a single muscle may move not a single word gesture sound may escape not a single thought may be thought - no matter who are them

I have to accomplish impossible even if impossible for my independence

No communication with people anywhere anytime any reason - no matter how lonely I am - no matter what I feel - no matter what is my loss

People are innumerable knots on single thread me over my lifetime. Knots are obligations rules promises. I do not have to untie them. I simply cannot live with them now at least and as long as I live. If I cannot keep promises or obligation and rules I have to pay the price.

I cut all knots at the root of my thread - me. I am ready to pay the price no matter what. I am not going to break my silence. I accomplish this unilaterally in my end. I throw away all my telecommunication devices blogs social network email pen paper phone contacts relations memberships whatever ties .... now and forever

I am absent everywhere past present future of human inhabitants

I live in empty space - I withdraw myself into my shell

Myself my shell Me is love all is my love ~ I am in loving inseparable union with my world

My silence is my expression of joy bliss and love. My loving union with my world ~ paradise 

[Mullah is past 80 his wife died a few months ago called his eldest son and said, "I cannot bear to see my children being motherless and nobody to give you mother's love."
"What do you propose?" Son asked.
"What about Fatima next door, she is grown up and loving fine girl to be your mother."
"But she is only Seventeen".
"When I married your mother she was only nine."
After the marriage, Mullah returned to Chaikhana to break the wind. All gathered around him to hear the story.
"After the function and food, my youngest son picked me put me in the bed with their new mother. Next afternoon it took all seven of them to get me out of the bed."
"why what happened?" All asked.
"Of course I was fighting with them, did not wished separated from my love!" Mullah said.]

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