I have made my last wish

I have exhausted my quota of prayers. My last prayer was for well being of Cecilia. I have now empty set of action and do without any action even when I am dying.

I have no more wish not even a last prayer to offer. As a precondition of my last payer I have emptied all - current and future assets including allowable quantity of prayers in my unlimited life time in my world. 

Having done my last i have no wish left even when i discover someone planning to elimu naye or harm me. I let that happen. My creator every right to eliminate me in any manner of his choices.

I am prepared. Poison pain suffering liberty hunger .... All is bliss and blessings  in paradise.

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