H

I am barely floating.

The moment that is supporting me would sink if I have an iota of feelings of any kind. Not love not envy not grief not even a cent or leaf.

I have tried and found sinking. I had to let go. I can't even hold my breath. I can't even support myself.

I started saying hi but had to stop at h - I am out of breath. I can't even read a word I fall asleep.

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